RUMAHKU SYURGAKU..WAHAHAHA

tanggal 16/9 genap la sebulan ak tingal di bukit beruntung demi mencari rezeki..sekejap je rasa da smpi sbulan..mngkn sebab banyak cuti ppulak 2 3 minggu lepas kan..biasanya weekend ak balik rumah makcik ak kt pucong tp mnggu ni ak stay umah je la..saving cket..nk bli perfume..hihi..memang agak bosan la kan..sepanjang ari duk terperap je kt umah..jd ak pon amek la penyapu..g sapu bilik ak yg da berdebu 2..beros toilet cket2..waaa lega..namapk bersih cket..

jd entry kali ni ak nk bawak semua pg tour rumah ak yg kosong ni...hihi..

welcome to my room..tbgk tngk..bersih x..kemas n teratur kn..bnyk lg ruang kosong..tngk la nti klu ad rezeki nk bli tv 1..then masuk astro..wahhh sonoknye..ble tngk bola dgn relax smbil baring2..

katilku yg xbercadar..dari zaman study dlu lagi mmg mcm ni..sbbnye klu ad cadar leceh cket..duk tercabut2 je..ak da pemalas dan pemalu nk kemas balik..jdnye togel mcm ni pon layan je la kn..haha..ak ad 4 bantal..xle klu cket2..yg wane koko 2 paling otai skli..da berbelas tahun umo nye..hikhik..sape2 yg rindu ak ble la bau bantal ak 2..g mne2 pon ak bwk..klu x xle tdo..masyuukkkkkk...wangiiiiii...

haa ni je la yg ad lam bilik ak..penyangkut baju..pas 2 almari company kasi..katil n tilam pon sume die kasi..ak bawak kaen baju je..ritu die tnye nk peti ais ke mesin basuh..ak ckp nk peti ais..tp bile ntah ble dapat..xpela..lepas gaji ujung bulan ni ak tnye die balik..bilik air ak bersih 2..baru je lepas gonyoh ngn berus..tp xgonyoh pon xde la kotor mane pon..duk sorg je..toilet pon ak gne sorg..tngak pemandangan luar tingkap..ad pokok sawit..macam kt felda je rse..malam-malam denga la sume binatang menyanyi..tidak ketinggalan jugak sang monyet..rmai 2..duk bergayut2 kt dahan pokok..dokong baby pon ad..jgn masuk uma suda..

wahahaha..banyak x stock megi ak..ad 3 jns ak beli bru ni..sumenye gara2 ak ini sorg yg pemalas..malas la kalau da balik uma dari keje nk klua plk malam g mkn..klu ad kawan xpe jgk..ni pegi makan sorg2..xde feel..tp besenye xde la lapar sangat memalam..tnghari da tibai nasik lebih kat mamak..haha..cket2 lame2 jd bukit..balik cuti raye ak g la mall kt kg ak..ingt nk cri doot mat 1 n mangkuk nk buat masak megi..lps 2 nampak la plk tabung ni..ak pon beli la 1 memandang kn lantai bilik ak bersepak2 duit syiling..xde la berserabut sgt..

awal bulan depan da konvo..nk kne beli kasut itam plk 1..kasut lame da koyak..hurmmm membazir jgk 2..nk beli yg baru semate2 nk pki konvo je..kang ad ak beli safety boot..ble pki waktu keje nti..haha..1 lg nk perfumeeeeeee...da lame x beli..armani yg ak ske da abes ak pakai..skng ak pki hugo yg lame pnye..sblm ak beli armani..ermmm bkn beli jgk pon..ex gf ak kasi..hukhuk..xpela..nk cri yg bru jgk la ujung bln ni..balance gaji banyak lg ni..bese la idop cni jimat..xde tmpt2 hiburan..klu xkerana rokok lg ak kaye kot...huhuhuhu..

adios sume....

TrUe LoVe...kinda..

most cases we think: this is true love, when in fact its not. But than if this aint love than what it is? There are plenty of things that we confuse with love. (im one of them..let start our journey here)

It could be just the basic instinct. The feelings can be passionate and crazy, but in fact both people may want only sex.(hihi..sensored...tettt) And after it all the misunderstanding starts, and once infatuated lovers will find out that they have nothing in common and sometimes they dont even know what to talk with each other.

Another variant is when people lack support, care and attention to their person or they just scared to stay single.(dont be so sarcarstic with me..almost 7 month single but somehow i feel the same way..am i afraid rite now??..nope..am i lonely??..yuppp) Being with someone can be a habit when one simply got used to the other. It can either be a sick addiction or some self-interest. People call all these types of relationship love just by mistake or trying to conceal the true nature of it. (hurmm agree..better change my from of view bout love after this..)

But than what does real love look and feel like? Maybe its when two people seem to know each other for ages and even in their previous lives. They can go on talking and talking and conversation never lacks topics and never gets dull. Or people don뭪 have to say anything because they understand each other without words(i like this style). And those moments, minutes and even hours of silence are never uncomfortable. True love is when partners complete one another, when theyre together its peaceful, the whole other world with its sufferings and problems doesnt exist and nothing even matters. (im dying to be with this type of girl..)

True love means understanding. One trusts another more than him/herself and feels ready to satisfy every little need of a partner. Two people dont stop for a second looking into each other eyes. (after all bad experience in the bag..i totally can do that..)

Its said that two persons truly in love arent looking at each other but in the one direction. And this is rather reasonable because they dont say nothing "his is yours and this is mine" and share everything: friends, enemies, interests, problems and etc. One has his/her own identity but sees him/herself only as a part of the other. Still real love is not a relationship of property. If you really love someone you may say 's belong you� but always be ready to let go if it makes the person you love happy. (berkorban apa saja.asalkn dpt membahagiakan si dia..love is about sharing not about owning or control or what so ever)

Jealousy stands out of the true love. How can one be jealous if theret so much love and faithfulness? Real love doesnt long for power, it doesnt want to hurt, doesnt want to punish for mistakes, its self-sacrificing and ready to forgive other and other again. But its wrong to think that true love is always a suffering, it only means that you take a person as he or she is and dont expect the one you love to be perfect. (i believe, i oredy get rid of this kind attitute..finally i can manage it)

True love isnt supposed to blow your mind, yet it doesnt tend to get and to possess � its a and very special state of a soul.

But the question that true love is still has no definite answer. Do we truly love only once in our life? At what age are we supposed to meet our love? Does it last for a lifetime or just for a while? Probably everyone has his own answers to this questions. The truth is that no one should spend life chasing ideals or building relationships by some model of a true love. One will probably fail and miss the real thing beyond all this.

We should remember that very many things we need to supply our healthy and comfortable living but only the true feeling of love makes life really longer and happier. And this is scientifically proved.

p/s:im ready to love againnnnnnnnnnn......

iris

salam..bertemu kembali kita di laman blog ini..rasanya,,agak seketika juga tak update blog ni..nak kata sibuk dgn persiapan raya..tak ada la sangat walhal raya tahun ini amat la tak bermakna bagi aku..tak meriah pon dgn hari raya pertama ak telah di serang sakit perot yang bertubi tubi..dengan kate laen..tahun ni ak beraye dlm toilet je..xtau berapa kali ak ulang alik pegi toilet..kebas kaki ak duk menyangkung..hahaha..hareeemmmm btol..tapi apa-apa pun selamat hari raye maaf zahir batin kepada pembaca yang xseberapa ni.. hahaha

ini la keluarga ak kecik je..3 org adik beradik dan aku paling tua...hahaha..

ni adik perempuan ak..jadi sesiapa bakal teman hidup ak should be more...what to say yep..more in every aspect from her..if not..i will get bloody ears eyes and nose for the rest of my life.. haha..arghhhh pressurenyaaaaaa...

sambung kembali pada sesi luahan hati pulak..masa cuti raya baru ni..banyak la movie-movie plus drama ape sume ak amek kt adik adik ak..ad la satu cite yg menarik..sbb ak kate menarik adalah kerana xlain xbukan dsebabkan pleh heroin die cantik2 sume..meleleh-leleh air liur woo..tajuknya iris..cite die bermula dgn agk romantis amat..wuuuuuuu..i like..in the midle more to action which mean not so cool..the ending nye xtau lg sbb xabes lagi tengok..cite ni 20 episod dengan sejam setiap 1 episod..

tetapi!!!!!!haaaa ada tapi 2..dsebalik heroin yang teramat hot..terselit jua lagu2 korea yg sedap didengar wlupon xpaham..ermmm nk kate sdp didengar 2 ble jgk la..tp bkn tu yang ambe nk sampaikan.dsbb kn bhase korea lgu die n ak xpaham jd ad la die ltk lirik dlm english..waaaaa liriknye sgt menyedih kn..hayati yeppp..

because i miss your laughter that i hear whenever the cold wind brushes the tips of my finger,

your two eyes that reflected my face,

because i am lonely, i cry and cry again,

the words i couldnt said because my lips were frozen,

even though we loved each other,

we're now having to part,

even though we are under the same sky,

but in a difference places,

please dont forget me..

can you feel it..maybe by reading is not same feeling without hearing the song..so download first..but they want to describe how great they are miss each other..is there anybody miss me toooo..so sad..i believe there is no one..but if you ask me..my answer will be>>>i miss her so much but i couldnt dare to say..its only beautiful dream but after you woke up and then you realize..it was gone already..

c ya...

menguji kesabaran betul la hari ni..

ini kisah berkaitan dengan kerja aku..hari ni bos xmasuk ofis..die g mne ntah..g meeting ke ap ke xtau la 2..dsebabkn die xde xde org la nk arah ak..jd dari msuk kerja smpi balik ak duk melangok je..klu ad bintang da abes ak kire sume..xtahan btol ak kje cm ni..mse interview bkn maen..ak tnye kenape nk hired pekerja..katenye kerja banyak xcukup tngan..aleh2 ak msuk ctu melepak je..ap cite cm ni..

malu wehhh..malu tau x..da la fes day xde briefing psl scope kerja ak ke ap..duk tour kilang tunjuk mesin die..then ap ak nk buat ngn mesin 2..kurg bgtau la tngungjawab ak pe.senang ak focus cket..ad la jgk arah tuju..tp ad la die suh ak blaja buat quality assurance kt ctu..tp 2 keje amoi 2..bkn ak berkire xnk buat..tp amoi 2 mcm nk xnak je bile ak ckp nk ak buat x..msti la kan..klu ak buat keje die,die nk wt pe plk..kje die pon bkn bnyk..klu smpi xcukup mase nk buat kompem la die bg ak tolong..die pon nk cover gak klu bos trun ke ap ke..xkn die nk duk melepak..abes trkontang kanteng la ak kt ctu..

xtahan cm ji wehhh..ak da hyper cket..xle duk diam..tbe msuk cni ak jd tunggul plk..xkena dgn jiwe btol..mnggu lps ak saba lg..ak sedapkn ati sndri..xpe lps ni ad la keje..tp smpi bile ak nk cm ni..mcm mne ak nk berkembang..majukn dri..nk tmbah knowledge ke ap jadahnye..mcm xde improvement pon..skang ak rse mcm nk berambus je..wlupn gaji die offer agk tngi jgk tp x memberi ak input tambahan,ak still jgk nk berambus..tngu la seminggu due lg..klu cm ni jgk keadaan ak nekad nk cri kerja laen..ak lebih suke die bg responsibility kt ak..biala ak xreti pon..tp pd mulenye mmg la cm 2..klu kne marah ke ap xkesah..kurg2 ak ble improve..ak btol2 kecewa skng..

ak sudah tidak mampu menahan segale kebosanan dan kebabian sume ni..pegi kje bosan..blk kje lg la bosan..duk sorg2 plk kt umah..mental ak dbuatnye..

i realy need this but somehow i need to find somebody to accompany me..

Location: Hyatt Regency, Teluk Chempedak

Coals on the beach

The restaurant with the most spectacular view in town, Coals on the Beach offers unpretentious food and excellent service. This restaurant serves succulent steaks, lamb chops, lobsters and seafood grilled to perfection for the most unique dining experience.


Hours: Dinner - Thursday to Sunday - 7:00 pm to 10:00 pm

TERIMA KASEH EN. BOS

cite ni berlaku semalam sebenarnye..tengah ak duk lepak2 ngn operator kt kilang bos pngil ak..izi!!!cni kau..haha..die pon explain la..ad product nk buat..sblm ni buat manual je..ketuk pakai tangan..then lps 2 die xwt sndri jd die g order kt kilang 1 lg tuk product 2..tp mslhnye kilang 2 da xnk amek da order bos ak sbb kuantiti product nk order 1000pieces je..jd dorg pikir xberbalaoi..

haaa dgn ini ak dtugaskn mencipta 1 mesin punching ke roller ke ap ke tuk manufacture product 2..product 2 pelapik pelastic yg berbentuk bulat dan berlubang ditengah..cm donut gtu..aiyaaa..cm mne ni..mampu ke ak nk design machine..mcm susah je..jd sambil2 ak duk terperap kt ofis 2 ak pun duk lukis2 la ap yg otak kecil tp geliga ni ngah bayangkn..dppt la 2 3 jenis sketch tp nk tunjuk kt die xbole da..die xmsuk ofis arini..ntah bile plk die msuk..arap2 die xgelakkn la konsep ak ni..nk buat canggih2 kang production 100opieces je..pas 2 product 2 bkn cpt abes or rosak..supervisor 2 cakap 1000 ble thn sbulan..ntah la..tngk la cm mne die comment..

sakit otak n geli hati..hahaha

owh tidakkkk..

ak telah meminati seseorg..mcm mne ni..adkah ak mempunyai keberanian..maybe not..y???i dunno la..adoi..ssh2 cm ni..xpela..mngkn ari laen ak berani luahkn..buat mase skng simpan jela dlm ati..xde org tau lg senang..lbh2 tuan empunye badan..kang tau ak ske die xnk kwn ngn ak plk..lg ssh..kn kn kn..